DEFINITELY MORE THAN AN EXAM....

Doesn't it sometimes happen that something you felt was not quite your cup of tea becomes so important that it becomes an addiction.........a passion.......I don't quite follow the turmoil of emotions that sweep me some of these days.......I feel a new phase of life sweeping all over me.......I feel determined, scared, confident,apprehensive all at the same time........A kaleidoscopic array of variegated emotions swirling all around me at the same time......I never knew that a single exam can churn out so many emotions in me..........An exam that can truly make a MAN out of a carefree youth........A responsibility, a sense of duty........dreams, aspirations, determination, a dream of seeing oneself shine........an aim for oneself...........hopes in the eyes of mom and dad..........dreams in the eyes of honey...........all culminate together in just one degree..........

CALM....

After quite a time life feels settled like a calm, serene sea beach just during sunset.......A calm before the storm may be????? But no, I seriously dont think so.........When everyting falls into place, everything just fits in, everything just feels right and everything heads towards near perfection........note the word "near"........I hope this phase gets prolonged for years and years to come...........

AFTER A COUPLE OF HALF POSTS....AFTER A LOOOOONG HIATUS....

As I go through my last post, I realise that it has been almost a month since I posted anything.......not that I am posting because it has been a month since I posted anything but I had this nagging feeling in the back of my mind that I had been neglecting my blog again as always.......I have been very unfaithful my dear pal.........neglecting u time and again and when some friend such as Rohan sends me the link to his decently decorated blog, I start to think about my blog, my muse again............and how I have left her in the lurch even after she helped me through some the apparently toughest days at Bangalore.........Anyways, a lot many things have predictably happened in the last month............In fact the most notable among them would be my two "half-blogs" that I could never complete...........sigh........there......I leave my muse half-lonely this time.........but then the best news would be that my honey has had her relocation to Bangalore done and what could be more exciting........Although we can only hold hands on the weekends, the feeling is simply exhilarating.......I mean 30 mins of meeting after 3 and a half hours of journey also appears to be pure bliss........This is the love I had always desired, always craved for and I am so lucky that I found it just when I needed it the most..........I found an inspiration, a strength just when I needed it to achieve my ambitions, build OUR life...........Sometimes I feel that I have mada an enough mess out of not only my life but also the lives of some people around me...........But that has taught me a lot................has really helped me grow up...............Has made me "perfect"...........well almost and this time around I make a conscious effort that nothing goes wrong...........so that my honey stays happy and contended throughout her life...........She has made my life a real joy.........an experience worth living...........U know someone like someone just comes into your life and pulls u out of a mess, a quagmire...........God I really thank u for that..........and the joy becomes double when both of the people involved pull each other out.......ANd yes one more thing........3 more weeks and again my life would be even more joyous, even more livable.......mom is coming down to stay with me here, help me prepare for CAT..........This is the first time our family is getting disintegrated for a period of around a year so that I can do well in the exams this year..........Imagine the pressure on me...........I have to do something so that all of these don't simply go futile........This is the year and now is the time...........What makes me happy is that I will have a familiar face once I ring the door bell.....A person I can talk to about all my worries.......a person who can say me that its already an hour I have been talking to my honey and probably now I should start studying.....someone who can resolve my worries about good and rather cheap food...........I am really thankful to my parents for being what they are...........My living Gods.........For helping me and guiding through both my happiest and worst times........